i am such a loser

So pretty much a most wonderful thing happened today and I blew it. One of my best friends, Billie Sue, offered me an early birthday gift. She came over this morning and watched the girls all day so that I could go out and about by myself for some sanity time. I had a couple of days to plan some wonderful amazing things to do. What should I do? Movies? Shopping? Manicure? What?What? What? I drew a complete blank!!! I had a whole day to myself and I didn't know what to do!! What on earth is the matter with me?!!! And then to top it off, I missed the kids!! Irony. I tell you. Somedays it just bites you in the butt.